Fjolla Muhaxhiri Agusholli<\/p>\n
KLITHJE E NJ\u00cb SHPIRTI<\/p>\n
N\u00eb heshtjen ku jam rilindur,
\nvetmia nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebshtjell\u00eb prej akulli,
\npor nj\u00eb guask\u00eb ku m\u00ebsoj z\u00ebrin tim,
\nsi nj\u00eb violin\u00eb e harruar q\u00eb gjen dor\u00ebn e par\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Prej atje ku t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt iknin,
\nun\u00eb nisa t\u00eb q\u00ebndroja ulur,
\nn\u00eb rr\u00ebnj\u00ebt e nj\u00eb dheu q\u00eb nuk premtonte lule,
\npor m\u00eb m\u00ebsoi t\u00eb lul\u00ebzoj me balt\u00ebn n\u00eb duar.<\/p>\n
Malli m\u00eb bie n\u00eb dritare si H\u00ebn\u00eb pa em\u00ebr,
\ne nuk ka m\u00eb plag\u00eb n\u00eb kraharor,
\npor nj\u00eb drit\u00eb q\u00eb digjet ngadal\u00eb,
\nsi kandil q\u00eb djeg vajin e kujtimeve.<\/p>\n
Fundet nuk m\u00eb vrasin m\u00eb,
\njam b\u00ebr\u00eb si drita q\u00eb del pas nj\u00eb grile t\u00eb mbyllur,
\ne m\u00ebson t\u00eb flas\u00eb me hijet,
\njo t\u00eb trembet prej tyre.<\/p>\n
\u00c7do ikje m\u00eb la nj\u00eb kock\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb,
\nT\u00eb qar\u00eb, t\u00eb thyer cop\u00eb cop\u00eb n\u00ebn l\u00ebkur\u00eb,
\n\u00e7do zhdukje, nj\u00eb rritje n\u00eb qet\u00ebsin\u00eb time t\u00eb heshtur,
\nsi jehon\u00eb e rrethuar me hyjni.<\/p>\n
E nd\u00ebrsa era kalon si kujtim q\u00eb nuk ka z\u00eb,
\nm\u00eb prek flok\u00ebt jo p\u00ebr ti \u00e7rregulluar,
\npor p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb kujtuar se dikur kam ditur t\u00eb dua,
\ndhe do t\u00eb di s\u00ebrish,<\/p>\n
pa k\u00ebrkuar m\u00eb Pranver\u00ebn n\u00eb syt\u00eb e gabuar.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
A do t\u00eb m\u00eb njoh\u00ebsh n\u00eb parajs\u00eb?<\/strong><\/p>\n Kur drita t\u00eb m\u00eb shoh\u00eb pa sy, Kur z\u00ebri im t\u00eb mos jet\u00eb m\u00eb tingull, N\u00ebse Hekata m\u00eb pret n\u00eb udh\u00ebkryq, Kam qen\u00eb si drit\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn e larg\u00ebt, N\u00eb \u00e7do hap t\u00ebndin kam qen\u00eb e fshehur, N\u00ebse Parajsa nuk ka fytyra e emra, Do t\u00eb vij si Persefona q\u00eb \u00e7an ferrin, T\u00eb njoha n\u00eb drit\u00eb, t\u00eb desha n\u00eb hije, Dashuria q\u00eb ndri\u00e7oi edhe n\u00eb terr, <\/p>\n Kur Erosi na braktisi<\/strong><\/p>\n Sonte hapa ditarin tim t\u00eb shurdh\u00ebr, Nj\u00ebher\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoje si Poseidoni dallg\u00ebn, Erosi, ai hyjni i verb\u00ebr, i hodhi shigjetat gjetk\u00eb. \u00c7far\u00eb t\u00eb shkruaj tani? Q\u00eb ende e p\u00ebrmend emrin t\u00ebnd, Ndoshta ishim vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb drit\u00eb q\u00eb Prometeu e vodhi p\u00ebr pak \u00e7aste, Kur Erosi na braktisi, Kam shkruar emrin t\u00ebnd mbi ujin e nat\u00ebs, Erosi na pa\u2026 e pastaj na la. Z\u00ebrin t\u00ebnd e ndiej ve\u00e7 n\u00eb \u00ebndrra, \u00c7far\u00eb na ndau, n\u00ebse jo vetja? Un\u00eb nuk dashurova m\u00eb ask\u00ebnd, e ti, nuk e di. Fjolla Muhaxhiri Agusholli KLITHJE E NJ\u00cb SHPIRTI N\u00eb heshtjen ku jam rilindur, vetmia nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebshtjell\u00eb prej akulli, por nj\u00eb guask\u00eb ku m\u00ebsoj z\u00ebrin tim, si nj\u00eb violin\u00eb e harruar q\u00eb gjen dor\u00ebn e par\u00eb. Prej atje ku t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt iknin, un\u00eb nisa t\u00eb q\u00ebndroja ulur, n\u00eb rr\u00ebnj\u00ebt e nj\u00eb dheu q\u00eb nuk premtonte […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":3192,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3190","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poezi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3190","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3190"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3190\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3195,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3190\/revisions\/3195"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3192"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3190"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3190"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3190"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\ne un\u00eb t\u00eb jem ve\u00e7 nj\u00eb frym\u00eb q\u00eb shkon,
\na do t\u00eb m\u00eb ndjesh n\u00eb pafund\u00ebsi,
\napo do t\u00eb m\u00eb l\u00ebsh n\u00eb harrim e zon\u00eb?<\/p>\n
\npor heshtje q\u00eb flet me deg\u00eb n\u00eb er\u00eb,
\na do t\u00eb m\u00eb njoh\u00ebsh n\u00eb at\u00eb qet\u00ebsim,
\napo do t\u00eb kalosh si hije pa shpres\u00eb?<\/p>\n
\nmes hijeve, reve dhe drit\u00ebs s\u00eb thell\u00eb,
\na do t\u00eb m\u00eb zgjedh\u00ebsh mes \u00ebndrrash t\u00eb thyera,
\napo do t\u00eb m\u00eb harrosh n\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7ast t\u00eb leht\u00eb?<\/p>\n
\nkam heshtur q\u00eb ti t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoheshe mir\u00eb,
\nkam qen\u00eb si h\u00ebn\u00eb q\u00eb tretet n\u00eb ag,
\nvet\u00ebm q\u00eb ti t\u00eb shihje drit\u00ebn pa shpirt.<\/p>\n
\nn\u00eb gjurm\u00eb q\u00eb si le, n\u00eb aj\u00ebr q\u00eb e pi,
\nn\u00eb got\u00ebn q\u00eb dridhet kur mbushet me heshtje,
\nn\u00eb fjal\u00ebn q\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk qe th\u00ebn\u00eb deri n\u00eb fund.<\/p>\n
\npor ndjesi q\u00eb nuk mbeten n\u00eb pluhur e balt\u00eb,
\na do t\u00eb m\u00eb ndjesh kur engj\u00ebjt t\u00eb heshtin,
\ne vet\u00ebm malli t\u00eb flas\u00eb me z\u00eb t\u00eb art\u00eb?<\/p>\n
\nme nj\u00eb pik\u00eb pranver\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00eb t\u00eb ngroht\u00eb,
\nn\u00ebse nuk m\u00eb njeh nga fytyra q\u00eb tretet,
\nm\u00eb k\u00ebrko nga dhimbja q\u00eb ende m\u00eb fton.<\/p>\n
\njam pema q\u00eb thahet por nuk e l\u00ebshon rr\u00ebnj\u00ebn,
\ne n\u00ebse m\u00eb sheh lart, n\u00eb qiellin pa fjal\u00eb,
\nthuaje me shpirtin: \u201cE njoh\u2026 \u00ebsht\u00eb e imja\u201d<\/p>\n
\nnuk vdes me trupin, por jeton me er\u00eb.
\nAjo q\u00eb u mboll me lot n\u00eb dhe,
\n\u00e7el prap\u00eb, edhe kur nuk jemi m\u00eb ne.<\/p>\n
\nfaqet i ndjeva si l\u00ebkura jote e larg\u00ebt e ftoht\u00eb.
\nIshte aty z\u00ebri yt i ngjirur nga heshtja,
\nnj\u00eb kapitull q\u00eb nuk guxoj m\u00eb ta lexoj me z\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\ntani jam shk\u00ebmb ku val\u00ebt m\u00eb rrahin pa ndjesi.
\nN\u00eb mes nesh nuk hyri as fati, as larg\u00ebsia,
\npor hija e dikujt q\u00eb mbante emrin tim n\u00eb duar t\u00eb tjera.<\/p>\n
\nNa harroi, si\u00e7 harrohet nj\u00eb poezi pa rim\u00eb,
\nsi\u00e7 harrohet nj\u00eb trup q\u00eb nuk nxit m\u00eb as flak\u00eb, as lutje.
\nEdhe muzgu lodhej t\u00eb vinte n\u00eb syt\u00eb e tu.<\/p>\n
\nsi nj\u00eb magji q\u00eb nuk funksionon m\u00eb?
\nQ\u00eb zemra ime nuk e m\u00ebsoi gjuh\u00ebn e ndarjes,
\npor vet\u00ebm at\u00eb t\u00eb mbijetes\u00ebs n\u00eb munges\u00ebn t\u00ebnde?<\/p>\n
\npor Zoti e mori p\u00ebrs\u00ebri.
\nE un\u00eb mbeta me duar bosh, por me gjurm\u00ebt e tua,
\nt\u00eb skalitura si mallkimi n\u00eb murin e Troj\u00ebs.<\/p>\n
\nNe nuk mbet\u00ebm dy veta,
\nmbet\u00ebm dy hije q\u00eb nuk guxojn\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafohen,
\nse i digjen zjarr\u00eb kujtimet.<\/p>\n
\npor H\u00ebna nuk e ruajti, e p\u00ebrpiu n\u00eb heshtje.
\nGjurm\u00ebt e tua u shuan si era mbi r\u00ebr\u00eb,
\ndhe un\u00eb mbeta, nj\u00eb frym\u00eb pa zem\u00ebr.<\/p>\n
\nShigjet\u00ebn ia dha dikujt tjet\u00ebr,
\nne mbet\u00ebm si dy statuja t\u00eb gdhendura,
\nn\u00eb nj\u00eb tempull ku nuk vjen m\u00eb asnj\u00eb lutje.<\/p>\n
\nsi nj\u00eb Apollon q\u00eb flet nga larg\u00ebsia,
\npor nuk m\u00eb sheh, nuk m\u00eb prek.
\nPor as nuk m\u00eb kthen aty ku isha.<\/p>\n
\n\u00c7far\u00eb na tret, n\u00ebse jo kjo heshtje q\u00eb nuk ka em\u00ebr?
\nEdhe Orakulli do ngat\u00ebrrohej n\u00eb fatin ton\u00eb,
\nsepse dashuria jon\u00eb nuk kishte fund, por kishte nj\u00eb harres\u00eb q\u00eb erdhi si per\u00ebndi e verb\u00ebr.<\/p>\n
\nPor n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb ditar t\u00eb fundit,
\npo t\u00eb l\u00eb nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb t\u00eb path\u00ebn\u00eb: n\u00ebse nuk t\u00eb desha si\u00e7 k\u00ebrkove,
\nta dish: t\u00eb desha me aq sa munda.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"