Valbona R.i Hadri<\/p>\n
Monolog me vet\u00ebn<\/p>\n
Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb i thash\u00eb vet\u00ebs: \u201cRebelohu!\u201d
\nKund\u00ebrshto, pa arsye, me guxim prej gruaje vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr tu ndjer\u00eb se je e gjall\u00eb .P\u00earditshm\u00ebrit\u00eb jan\u00ea gjithmon\u00eb t\u00ea bezdisshme
\nDhe e b\u00ebra.
\nNj\u00eb mike e imja kalonte ur\u00ebn me qet\u00ebsin\u00eb e zakonshme t\u00eb m\u00ebngjeseve, e un\u00eb, pa arsye, e lash\u00eb t\u00eb kaloj\u00eb pa p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje, pa buz\u00ebqeshje.
\nN\u00eb syt\u00eb e saj pash\u00eb habi, pastaj dhembje.
\nAjo heshti, por heshtja e saj m\u00eb foli m\u00eb shum\u00eb se \u00e7do qortim:
\n\u201cNuk e njoh k\u00ebshtu k\u00ebt\u00eb njeri,\u201d dukej se m\u00eb thoshte n\u00eb heshtje.
\nAt\u00ebher\u00eb kuptova se ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb, fjala e pashprehur nd\u00ebshkon m\u00eb shum\u00eb se fjal\u00ebt e th\u00ebna.
\nM\u00eb von\u00eb, kur jeta m\u00eb vuri p\u00ebrball\u00eb nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr situate, vendosa t\u00eb jem e kund\u00ebrta \u2014 nj\u00eb engj\u00ebll n\u00eb vendin ku duhej ndoshta t\u00eb heshtja.
\nZgjata dor\u00ebn aty ku s\u2019kishte nevoj\u00eb, dhash\u00eb ngroht\u00ebsi aty ku mungonte mir\u00ebnjohja.
\nPor s\u00ebrish, u ndava e p\u00ebrbuzur.
\nMir\u00ebsia ime u keqkuptua, u pa si dob\u00ebsi, si marr\u00ebzi.
\nSi drit\u00eb q\u00eb ndri\u00e7on n\u00eb vend t\u00eb gabuar. Eca gjat\u00eb me kok\u00ebn ulur, me shpirtin e mbushur me pyetje.
\nAnalizova t\u00eb dy skajet e vet\u00ebs sime: rebelimin dhe p\u00ebrul\u00ebsin\u00eb.
\nAsnj\u00ebri s\u2019m\u00eb p\u00ebrkonte.
\nT\u00eb dy m\u00eb lan\u00eb bosh, si dy hije q\u00eb m\u00eb rrethojn\u00eb pa m\u00eb njohur.
\nN\u00eb thell\u00ebsi ndjeva nj\u00eb tronditje \u2014 jo trupore, por shpirt\u00ebrore.
\nIshte shenj\u00eb se di\u00e7ka brenda meje po kund\u00ebrshtonte at\u00eb q\u00eb po b\u00ebhesha. Pastaj qava.
\nO Zot i madh\u00ebrish\u00ebm , qava me z\u00eb, deri sa lot\u00ebt m\u2019u b\u00ebn\u00eb si mure q\u00eb s\u2019m\u00eb linin t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoja bot\u00ebn.
\nNj\u00eb r\u00ebnqethje m\u00eb p\u00ebrshkoi trupin \u2014 si nj\u00eb z\u00eb hyjnor q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrplaste p\u00ebrball\u00eb s\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs.
\nAt\u00ebher\u00eb thash\u00eb:
\nUn\u00eb s\u2019duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebj di\u00e7ka q\u00eb s\u2019jam. Duhet t\u00eb jem ajo q\u00eb jam \u2014 me drit\u00ebn dhe err\u00ebsir\u00ebn time, me forc\u00ebn dhe brisht\u00ebsin\u00eb time.
\nSepse liria ime nuk q\u00ebndron n\u00eb rebelim dhe as n\u00eb p\u00ebrulje \u2014
\npor n\u00eb q\u00ebndrimin tim t\u00eb ndersh\u00ebm p\u00ebrball\u00eb vet\u00ebs.
\nUn\u00eb s\u2019dua t\u00eb jem e p\u00ebrsosur, dua t\u00eb jem e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb.
\nEdhe kur kjo m\u00eb kushton me heshtje, me ftoht\u00ebsi, apo me keqkuptim.
\nDhe k\u00ebshtu, n\u00ebn drit\u00ebn e zbeht\u00eb t\u00eb nd\u00ebrgjegjes,
\nb\u00ebra paqe me Vet\u00ebn time.
\nE lash\u00eb t\u00eb flas\u00eb zemr\u00ebn \u2014 pa frik\u00eb, pa mask\u00eb \u2014
\nsepse vet\u00ebm ajo di rrug\u00ebn drejt qet\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb shpirtit tim.<\/p>\n
Forca e njeriut q\u00ebndron te vetja jo te maska q\u00eb provon ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb t’ia mvesh vet\u00ebs.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Valbona R.i Hadri Monolog me vet\u00ebn Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb i thash\u00eb vet\u00ebs: \u201cRebelohu!\u201d Kund\u00ebrshto, pa arsye, me guxim prej gruaje vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr tu ndjer\u00eb se je e gjall\u00eb .P\u00earditshm\u00ebrit\u00eb jan\u00ea gjithmon\u00eb t\u00ea bezdisshme Dhe e b\u00ebra. Nj\u00eb mike e imja kalonte ur\u00ebn me qet\u00ebsin\u00eb e zakonshme t\u00eb m\u00ebngjeseve, e un\u00eb, pa arsye, e lash\u00eb t\u00eb kaloj\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":3521,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3520","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poezi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3520","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3520"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3520\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3522,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3520\/revisions\/3522"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3521"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3520"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3520"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3520"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}