Elvira Zeneli<\/p>\n
Busulla e jet\u00ebs dhe meditimi<\/strong><\/p>\n Un\u00eb jetoj n\u00eb mes t\u00eb dy rrahjeve: asaj q\u00eb jam dhe asaj q\u00eb m\u00eb th\u00ebrret t\u00eb b\u00ebhem. Midis k\u00ebtyre dy brigjeve shtrihet shpirti im, i heshtur, i duruar, duke pritur \u00e7astin kur fjala pushon dhe fillon d\u00ebgjimi. Atje, n\u00eb thell\u00ebsin\u00eb ku mendimi tretet si mjegull mbi uj\u00eb, meditimi hap nj\u00eb port\u00eb t\u00eb padukshme dhe m\u00eb fton t\u00eb hyj. Kur mbyll syt\u00eb, d\u00ebshirat nuk m\u00eb shfaqen si k\u00ebrkesa, por si drit\u00eb e but\u00eb. Ato nuk trokasin me zhurm\u00eb; rrjedhin ngadal\u00eb, si fryma q\u00eb hyn e del, duke m\u00eb m\u00ebsuar se gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb k\u00ebrkon ngut, nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e shpirtit. N\u00eb heshtje, zemra m\u00eb flet me nj\u00eb gjuh\u00eb t\u00eb lasht\u00eb, dhe un\u00eb filloj t\u00eb dalloj d\u00ebshir\u00ebn q\u00eb lind nga e v\u00ebrteta ime, nga ajo q\u00eb nuk k\u00ebrkon miratim. Meditimi m\u00eb m\u00ebson artin e dor\u00ebzimit. Jo si humbje, por si besim. L\u00ebshoj kapjen, dhe n\u00eb at\u00eb \u00e7ast, universi m\u00eb mban. Kuptoj se nuk jam e ndar\u00eb nga ajo q\u00eb d\u00ebshiroj; jam toka ku fara pret shiun. Dhe shiu vjen gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e vet. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb qet\u00ebsi, mendimi b\u00ebhet lutje, ndjenja b\u00ebhet drit\u00eb, dhe veprimi merr form\u00ebn e hapit t\u00eb but\u00eb. \u00c7do zgjedhje e imja, e b\u00ebr\u00eb pa frik\u00eb, b\u00ebhet nj\u00eb shenj\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn e manifestimit. Jeta nuk m\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjet me zhurm\u00eb, por me shenja t\u00eb vogla, me p\u00ebrputhje t\u00eb heshtura q\u00eb vet\u00ebm shpirti i v\u00ebmendsh\u00ebm i dallon. D\u00ebshirat e mia nuk jan\u00eb boshll\u00ebqe p\u00ebr t\u2019u mbushur, por thirrje p\u00ebr t\u2019u zgjuar. Ato m\u00eb \u00e7ojn\u00eb drejt vetes, drejt asaj drite q\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb ka qen\u00eb aty. Dhe kur m\u00eb n\u00eb fund ndalem s\u00eb k\u00ebrkuari me ankth, kuptoj: universi nuk ka nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb bindet. Ai hapet vet\u00eb, sapo un\u00eb m\u00ebsoj t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoj. N\u00eb fund, gjith\u00e7ka kthehet te fryma. Ajo hyn, ajo del. Dhe mes saj, un\u00eb b\u00ebhem ajo q\u00eb kam k\u00ebrkuar.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Elvira Zeneli Busulla e jet\u00ebs dhe meditimi Un\u00eb jetoj n\u00eb mes t\u00eb dy rrahjeve: asaj q\u00eb jam dhe asaj q\u00eb m\u00eb th\u00ebrret t\u00eb b\u00ebhem. Midis k\u00ebtyre dy brigjeve shtrihet shpirti im, i heshtur, i duruar, duke pritur \u00e7astin kur fjala pushon dhe fillon d\u00ebgjimi. Atje, n\u00eb thell\u00ebsin\u00eb ku mendimi tretet si mjegull mbi uj\u00eb, meditimi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":4014,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4053","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-opinione"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4053","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4053"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4053\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4054,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4053\/revisions\/4054"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4014"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4053"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4053"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4053"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}