{"id":4335,"date":"2026-10-28T13:03:06","date_gmt":"2026-10-28T12:03:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/?p=4335"},"modified":"2026-10-28T13:03:13","modified_gmt":"2026-10-28T12:03:13","slug":"gladiola-busulla-nebo-sibi-nascitur","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/2026\/10\/28\/gladiola-busulla-nebo-sibi-nascitur\/","title":{"rendered":"Gladiola Busulla: Nebo sibi nascitur"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00a0 \u00a0Gladiola Busulla<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Nebo sibi nascitur<\/u><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0 (Askush nuk jeton vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr veten, por nuk duhet t\u00eb humbas\u00ebsh veten p\u00ebr t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt)<\/em><\/p>\n

Ka nj\u00eb lloj dhembjeje q\u00eb nuk vjen vet\u00ebm nga ajo q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, por edhe nga ajo q\u00eb i lejon vetes t\u00eb pranosh, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb thell\u00ebsia jote e di se di\u00e7ka nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb rregull.<\/p>\n

Jam e zhg\u00ebnjyer. Nga njer\u00ebzit, nga rrethanat, nga zgjedhjet e gabuara, por mbi t\u00eb gjitha nga vetja ime. Jo sepse nuk dija t\u00eb dalloj t\u00eb mir\u00ebn nga e keqja, por sepse shum\u00eb her\u00eb nuk isha un\u00eb ajo q\u00eb vendoste p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn time. I lash\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt t\u00eb vendosnin, t\u00eb udh\u00ebhiqnin, t\u00eb m\u00eb tregonin se \u00e7far\u00eb duhej t\u00eb mendoja, \u00e7far\u00eb duhej t\u00eb besoja dhe cil\u00ebn rrug\u00eb duhej t\u00eb ndiqja.<\/p>\n

Ndoshta nuk isha e dob\u00ebt. Ndoshta isha thjesht e frik\u00ebsuar. Frikacake p\u00ebrball\u00eb s\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs sime, p\u00ebrball\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtimit, p\u00ebrball\u00eb mund\u00ebsis\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb mbetesha vet\u00ebm duke mbrojtur at\u00eb q\u00eb ndieja. I shihja t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt si m\u00eb t\u00eb ditur, m\u00eb t\u00eb zot\u00eb, m\u00eb t\u00eb sigurt, sikur ata e kuptonin jet\u00ebn m\u00eb mir\u00eb se un\u00eb. Dhe k\u00ebshtu, pa e kuptuar, fillova t’i besoja m\u00eb shum\u00eb z\u00ebrave t\u00eb tyre sesa z\u00ebrit tim t\u00eb brendsh\u00ebm.<\/p>\n

Por intuita ime\u2026 ajo nuk heshti kurr\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Ajo m\u00eb p\u00ebshp\u00ebriste t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn n\u00eb \u00e7astet kur t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt flisnin me bindje. M\u00eb paralajm\u00ebronte kur di\u00e7ka nuk shkonte, m\u00eb trazonte shpirtin kur po merrja drejtimin e gabuar, m\u00eb b\u00ebnte t\u00eb ndihesha e pasigurt edhe at\u00ebher\u00eb kur t\u00eb gjith\u00eb m\u00eb thoshin se gjith\u00e7ka ishte n\u00eb rregull. Un\u00eb e d\u00ebgjoja. E ndieja. Por nuk kisha guximin t’i jepja t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn t\u00eb vendoste.<\/p>\n

Sepse z\u00ebri im nuk ishte mjaftuesh\u00ebm i lart\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Nuk arrinte decibelin e duhur p\u00ebr t’u d\u00ebgjuar mes bindjeve t\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve, mes autoritetit t\u00eb tyre, mes siguris\u00eb s\u00eb rreme q\u00eb m\u00eb impononin. Dhe sa her\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqesha t\u00eb flisja, di\u00e7ka brenda meje m\u00eb ndalte. Ndoshta frika se mos gabohesha. Ndoshta frika se mos zhg\u00ebnjeja dik\u00eb. Ndoshta ajo bindja e hidhur se t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt dinin m\u00eb mir\u00eb se un\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Dhe ja ku jam sot\u2026<\/p>\n

Me plag\u00eb q\u00eb nuk duken, me kujtime q\u00eb m\u00eb r\u00ebndojn\u00eb dhe me nj\u00eb shpirt q\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqet t\u00eb kuptoj\u00eb se n\u00eb cilin \u00e7ast e braktisi veten. Sepse ka vendime q\u00eb nuk i ke marr\u00eb vet\u00eb, por pasojat e tyre i mbart ti. Ka rrug\u00eb ku nuk ke dashur t\u00eb ec\u00ebsh, por ke ecur sepse dikush tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb bindi se ajo ishte rruga e duhur. Dhe ka t\u00eb v\u00ebrteta q\u00eb i ke ditur q\u00eb n\u00eb fillim, por nuk ke pasur guximin t’i thuash me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Ndoshta kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo q\u00eb dhemb m\u00eb shum\u00eb: t\u00eb kuptosh se nuk t\u00eb mungonte gjithmon\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjja, por guximi p\u00ebr ta mbrojtur at\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Sot nuk dua t’i faj\u00ebsoj t\u00eb gjith\u00eb, as t\u00eb justifikoj veten. Dua vet\u00ebm t\u00eb pranoj se edhe un\u00eb kam fajin tim n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb dhembje. Duke u p\u00ebrpjekur t\u00eb mos zhg\u00ebnjeja t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, kam zhg\u00ebnjyer veten. Duke k\u00ebrkuar miratimin e tyre, kam humbur paqen time. Duke besuar se ata ishin m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb, m\u00eb t\u00eb zot\u00eb, m\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00eb, kam harruar se edhe un\u00eb kisha nj\u00eb mendje p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjykuar, nj\u00eb zem\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndier dhe nj\u00eb intuit\u00eb q\u00eb meritonte t\u00eb d\u00ebgjohej.<\/p>\n

Dhe ndoshta, nga t\u00eb gjitha plag\u00ebt q\u00eb kam marr\u00eb, kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e thella: t\u00eb jesh e l\u00ebnduar nga t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, por ta dish se nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e dhembjes mund t\u00eb ishte shmangur, po t\u00eb mos kishe heshtur ndaj vetes.<\/p>\n

Nuk mund ta ndryshoj at\u00eb q\u00eb ka ndodhur. Nuk mund t\u00eb kthehem pas dhe t’i jap z\u00eb asaj gruaje q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb nuk pati guximin t\u00eb fliste. Por mund t\u00eb ndalem s\u00eb d\u00ebnuari at\u00eb q\u00eb isha. Sepse edhe ajo kishte frik\u00eb, edhe ajo k\u00ebrkonte t\u00eb b\u00ebnte gj\u00ebn\u00eb e duhur, edhe ajo besonte se duke u bindur do t\u00eb shmangte dhimbjen.<\/p>\n

Nuk e dinte se heshtja, ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb kushton shum\u00eb m\u00eb shtrenjt\u00eb se nj\u00eb gabim.<\/p>\n

Sot jam e zhg\u00ebnjyer nga shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra. Por dua t\u00eb besoj se z\u00ebri im nuk ka nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb m\u00eb i lart\u00eb se i t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve; ka nevoj\u00eb vet\u00ebm t\u00eb mos shuhet kur b\u00ebhet fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn time.<\/p>\n

Sepse n\u00eb fund, njer\u00ebzit mund t\u00eb largohen, mendimet mund t\u00eb ndryshojn\u00eb dhe bindjet mund t\u00eb shemben. Por un\u00eb do t\u00eb mbetem me veten time.<\/p>\n

Nuk dua m\u00eb ta tradhtoj veten p\u00ebr t\u2019 u pranuar nga t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt.<\/p>\n

Kam humbur mjaftuesh\u00ebm duke mos qen\u00eb vetvetja. Dhe nuk dua t\u00eb vazhdoj ta humbas veten time.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0 \u00a0Gladiola Busulla \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Nebo sibi nascitur \u00a0\u00a0 (Askush nuk jeton vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr veten, por nuk duhet t\u00eb humbas\u00ebsh veten p\u00ebr t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt) Ka nj\u00eb lloj dhembjeje q\u00eb nuk vjen vet\u00ebm nga ajo q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, por edhe nga ajo q\u00eb i lejon vetes t\u00eb pranosh, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb thell\u00ebsia jote e di se […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":3884,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4335","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-opinione"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4335","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4335"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4335\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4336,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4335\/revisions\/4336"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3884"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4335"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4335"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/migjeni.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4335"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}